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Ramblings

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Man, I do like to ramble in January. By that I mean, each January I end up just sitting down at the computer and writing the February newsletter without any idea where I might go with it or what I might say in it. Forget developing one thought, I’ve got several to talk about. The first of each year is always good for thinking about the past, the present, and the future. I’ll give you the condensed version.

I’ve been thinking about what’s happened over the past years of my “born-again” experience and what I’ve come to appreciate over that time span. I’m not talking about a religious doctrine or formula; it’s more of an observation of God in the earth rather than a definite way to “do” the Gospel.
First, I like what Rich Mullins said once referring to Christians being too hard on one another, about the differences we might find in comparing each of our beliefs. His statement can be summarized in just a few words, “(if we were honest with each other)…We’re all just guessing anyway.” Put any two believers in a room and you’ll have a room with two people that are wrong about something in the Gospel. I know we’re trying, but none of us is “perfectly correct.” So we can relax a little with one another, enjoy our common beliefs. I’ve learned, especially while being involved at WBVN, to respect our differences more. For many of us, I’m not so sure they’re really differences as much as they’re just different ways of seeing the same thing. But we’re seeing it differently because we’re standing in a different place than the other person is standing. Standing and looking at the mountain from the East side or standing an observing it on the West gives two completely different descriptions but it’s still the same mountain.

I’ve learned a lot about my feelings over time. I value so many ‘little things’ that occur each day. Value them more than I openly express most the time. However, I observe many more “tender-hearted” moments than I mention to people around me. If I would open up more I think it would be easier for people to see how much I value the variations found in this life. I’ve found value in the sad experiences and in the good ones as well. I really like the good days, but I’ve learned to appreciate the emotional and spiritual experience of either. I’ve mentioned before, the day that my father died was the most terrible day in my life and one of the most precious at the same time. The loss was terrible, but the comfort and sense of the presence of God was overwhelming at the very same moment. Now I prefer the good days rather the sad ones, but I still have discovered a way to find “life” in both. What a great creature we are! God has put together complications and wonders by combining three in one: body, soul and spirit. The good days are enjoyable; in the other days, our strengths are revealed to us.

Here’s another ramble. I’ve noticed how much the President and Congress are given authority in our lives, ‘space that they’ve been given to influence our lives’ if you will. I mean it’s huge. So much of what we do and what happens to us is directly under their influence. Comparatively, in each in our lives we’ve been given “a certain amount of space” as well. Most of us don’t have a very big space of influence: our immediate and extended family perhaps, the people we work with or go to church with, possibly people we’ve met over the years and that have become friends or acquaintances. For most of us it’s not much bigger than that. But, I’ve discovered that that small amount of “space” can still be important in the Kingdom of God. If each of us would just “make a difference” in those small places for the Gospel it could make a real difference. For our listening friends during the 16 years that WBVN has been on the air, I think we’ve been an “encourager.” I can live with the idea that WBVN may not be profound but that we’ve helped people that listen in some small way. For each of us, just leaving the “space where we’re influential” a little better off than how we found it is something all of us should seek to do.

If I were to give our girls any single advice about their purpose in life, I think I would sum it up much like that. Being ambassadors of Christ, did you leave the people and places you were involved with better off than if you had not been involved with them at all? It’s a small accomplishment in comparison to the President or Congress, but I think it’s just as important in the “Gospel” sense. You might not change the world but you can make a difference in “your space.” Simply, were you a giver or were you a consumer of the environment you lived in? Did you only take things out of your environment or did you leave it something.

My last ramble, I think. Sixteen years working at WBVN is the longest span of time that I’ve ever been in one place. I think that’s because of the opportunity to make that “little space” a better place. Our purpose is to use the Spirit of God found in the hymns and psalms we play to create an atmosphere in believer’s lives that’s more enjoyable and more pleasant because we were there with them; not earth shattering, but with value just the same.

I don’t know much about the future. God does know the future and we’re just finding out about it as we go along. I remember telling people, “the Father has already lived this out once in His heart.” He knows the beginning and the ending. As we go along, we’re discovering what we’re going to do about Him; He already knows what we will do about Him.” That makes it (as Steven Curtis Chapman once sang) a “Great Adventure.”

I can’t say that I’ve ever met a prophet but I’ve been in the middle of what I would call the spirit of prophecy. It’s never been an environment where someone knew, knew without a doubt, the future; but occasionally and rarely, I’ve been around expressions of encouragement and confirmation for other believers. At WBVN, we’ve had many “wonderful” expressions of faith given to us over the years, encouragements that have carried us along from one event to the next. We never knew the future, but just the simple encouragement of our faith made a big difference in our lives. We hope WBVN has been that type of encouragement in your life as well.

This ministry has seen the “unbelievable” happen to it and seen some tragic things as well. We’ve stood on dusty ground and stood on ground that’s “over-flowing” with the green gardens of life. This past year, we watched as our giving totals were not at the levels of the year before (down about 17%). The total number of gifts received was nearly the same however; the amount that people could give was smaller in 2005. But you know, we made the budget needs of this ministry. Each bill was paid and year-end contract obligations were satisfied. We did that in a year in which we had increases almost in every monthly expense for this ministry. That’s part of that discovery I mentioned earlier. I don’t have a doctrine of how that works; I’m just sure that it does.

God has taken such good care! It’s never been predicable where our funding would come from or how much we would need from year to year. We had three years in a row (2001-2003) that we lost revenue on the concerts in each one of those years. This past year, the concerts helped make up the difference in the short fall of our gifts. We did that with the lowest ticket prices in the country for some of the most popular groups in the country. We’re just left simply to believe in God! Occasionally, Jane and I are asked questions about the future of this station or sometimes about the future of our own lives. We always reply that the same God that provided for us at 40 years old is just as capable at holding us up at 80 years old.

Your graciousness to the ministry doesn’t go unnoticed. The kindnesses have always been there, but more and more the “fellowship,” the oneness with our listeners, is manifested. I’m convinced that that “one accord” is significance to us all. It manifests in some of the concerts. There, a thousand people from many denominations, are all worshiping and being of a single fellowship. It’s not complete in all that it could be, but it goes a long way in bringing us together with a single purpose of praising God. I really believe we’re the better for having gotten together. I know we are for having the experience of meeting so many of you. Each day WBVN shares into each listener’s heart through the music heard commonly between us all. I can’t measure that blessing. However, I do believe the environment is better with us here than without us here. I hope you agree and join with us for the 2006th year of celebrating the most glorious life that was ever lived: Christ Jesus.

Point of Grace

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“10-4”

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January 8th, 1990. That was our first day of broadcasting. WBVN was so much a “God work” to us.
In October 1987, for what I consider “unexplained reasons,” I had told my employer that I would be leaving that job. I didn’t know when I would be leaving. I did not know for what reason I would leave. But, it had become “obvious” in my heart that I wouldn’t be able to continue working on a long-term basis with that company. That same October, a friend called and told my wife that during one of her prayer times she’d “seen my face” before her. She told Jane I should read Hebrews 10:35-36: “therefore do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward, for you have need of endurance so that when you have done the Will of God, you may receive what was promised.” That had 1983 all over it!

You see, in the summer of 1983, I had heard in an “unmistakable voice” a promise from the Father. (Yes, it really did happen was just like I’m telling it.) At the time it made no sense to me. Without revealing the specific words, let me just say that it was a “word” that I had no ability to fulfill or to perform. It hadn’t come in a meeting and it hadn’t been delivered to me by anyone. To be perfectly honest, I felt kind of silly about it, just keeping it to myself for many years. Then in ’87, something began to happen “in me,” something pursuing me day and night. It was something that “pulled me along” rather than me pushing it. It was so strong. I remember walking down the hall at work, walking toward the “boss’s office” to turn in my resignation. Just as I was about to knock on the door I knew immediately I should not go in. I returned to my office, shut the door, paused and prayed a short prayer. “Endurance…so that you will receive the promise” reoccurred in my mind. Within a couple weeks, on January 14th, 1988, a man came into my office and said there was an existing radio station for sale in the area and “had I ever thought about doing a Christian Radio station?” “No! Not me! Never crossed my mind!” Let me make it perfectly clear how I felt about that suggestion: “Too much risk, not enough security, too much money to start, not enough courage!” That’s how I felt!

Uncharacteristically, within two weeks someone gave me $5000 with no strings attached. Two days later, the first “fella” was asking me if I had decided, “to go for it.” Well to shorten the story, let me just say that on the 15th day of March 1988, we were to sign contracts to purchase that existing station. Just as amazingly, suddenly that same day, the other party backed out of the sale. It seemed that everything that had “pulled us along,” everything that seemed so right, so perfect, now was falling apart. At that same time, two national ministries had been exposed for misbehavior and received lots of national media attention. The environment was not really advantageous for starting a local ministry by some “up-shot” trying to share Contemporary Christian Music. By that March I was unemployed and had already signed a loan to purchase that existing station. No job and a big loan! Some of our friends suggested it was the devil interfering with the process, others suggested the Father that had influenced the situation. Jane and I prayed. We didn’t do much talking, but a lot of listening. Listening to our hearts and not our heads. Oh, we had many thoughts, but we wanted to be lead by the inner person, listening to the Spirit of Christ that dwelt within us. It was like being on a road, not knowing the next destination and not being able to see around the next curve but required to keep moving just the same.

Six months later, on August 25th 1988, we filed a petition with the Federal Communications Commission for a new FM station license. There had been no FM license available for this area until that day. That summer, a special “window” was opened for a new broadcast station in Carrier Mills, IL. We were told no ruling would come for at least for one year, perhaps two, if someone challenged the application. Then, just as suddenly as when every thing had turned bad, a “being pulled along” began again. Things began to go in our favor. On April 21st, 1989, six months earlier than we were lead to believe by our FCC attorney, we had a construction permit issued to us. We weren’t sure what to do next, but we believed that it was the fulfillment of a promise made to our hearts 7 years earlier. On January 8th, 1990, WBVN went on the air broadcasting a Keith Green song titled “The Victor” and we began broadcasting CCM over WBVN.

Year seventeen begins in just a few days. We don’t have a “fail-safe” plan for the future. We live on a budget that operates 60 days at a time. We’ve pledged to stay until we know God would have us do differently and as long as we’re relevant in our listeners’ lives. Even though we don’t have a guarantee about tomorrow, we still believe God is “pulling us along.” We know how vulnerable we are in our own ability. We’re very aware of how the Father has blessed us rather than having been “smart” enough to run a radio station.

Just like the first day, we still depend on listeners to keep us on the air. They’ve done that for over 8 million minutes now. Our Message hasn’t changed. We still share a “Word” of Grace and Peace with our listeners. Ironically, the purpose and vision of this ministry is not nearly as complicated as the “mechanism of broadcasting” over FM 104.5. One is miles of wires, and rooms full of computers and transmitters, monitors and mics. The other is simply the encouragement found in sharing the Love of God with our listeners using Contemporary Christian Music.

We are so grateful for your partnership for these 16 years. I recently heard Ryan Dobson say on Focus On The Family Daily broadcast while talking about the ministry he’s involved with: “All this and Heaven too!” I thought that was a pretty good statement about what we get to do here. “All this and Heaven too!” It’s been a joy for us. We’ve had such wonderful people work for us and many terrific volunteers over the years. For 13 straight years our listener support has met the entire budget needs of WBVN.

We’ve seen hardships and miracles. A few have accused that CCM is not really Christian music at all because of it’s contemporary sound and the “fun” it is sometimes. At the same time, we’ve had letters and phone calls that ‘tearfully’ offer expressions of how much these lyric and tunes mean to people. We live in a very difficult time and having the opportunity to have shared this Message and encouragement over the 16 years has been a tenderhearted experience for us and we trust for our listeners as well. Thank you for all the kind words and prayers. We obviously are grateful for the contributions that have kept WBVN here for 16 years. How certain are we that God has been in this experience and wishes to continue and use this ministry to encourage the believers that choose to listen to FM 104.5? “Without a doubt,” “absolutely,” “10-4,” “Positively,” “For sure,” “It’s a deal,” “Certainly,” “Emphatically,” “Roger,” “Affirmative,” “As sure as the sun comes up in the morning,” “O.K.!” “Yeah!” “Yes,” “For sure,” “Where do I sign?” “Amen!” In 2006, may God bless this area in some small way through programming heard over WBVN.

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